I made the same mistake TWICE or thrice, and this will probably makes me regret for years unless someone reverse the time, to when it happen and i will do whatever i had in my mind. I am clear that this is all impossible, what had happened can never be changed. Everyone knows but there is always a small part that will never accept the truth. "Wire luan luan ciap. ciap salah sua". Am i right?

I did tried to make a step closer, with my hands and lips trembling. But at least i am doing what i wish, that's why i was there. I apologize if i had exerted too much force smacking your back, it is uncontrollable. wth. -.-

Tonight should be my last trip to the airport. Those who are supposed to fly off are all gone. Goodbye my dear friends. There you go, achieve what you are searching for.

love,
shairli