I can't find a specific word that describe my feeling right now. It is all mixed up. It is so hard for me to say goodbye just now. But there is no other choice.

I hug the girls, shake hands with the guys, took pictures with most of them. When they are entering the door, shyt the tears keep trickle down. Especially when they turn back, waving at us, saying the last goodbye, seriously i couldn't bear it. *sobs*

It is so weird not seeing them online right now who tend to online the whole day before today. Something is missing there. =(

There is no more silyin for lending me her bio notes and play nudge on her.
No more mahirah, rabi for heating up my bio class.
No more Ani, Zirah for helping me out on maths.
No more naveen, najmi, farid for answering tcher's Q&A.
No more sherry, dee, kelvin, ... for teasing me. I really don't mind you all do that.

sigh.

They are on the plane now.

Bye-bye my friends.

I hearts you all.


love,
shairli